Feeling: tired, Location: home, Cigarettes: 3 Trying so so hard to stay positive and that’s a real improvement from this time last year, there was a time I couldn’t care if I was happy or not but now I’m really trying to be as happy as possible Really pushed myself to get out of bed… Continue reading Posi Peach: Day 16
TW: self harm Feeling: tired, Location: home, Cigarettes: 4 I saw A today which was lovely and I ate so much in front of them and didn’t apologise for it I didn’t hurt myself despite major cravings Like the most intense cravings I’ve had since April But I didn’t !!!
Feeling: itchy, Location: home, Cigarettes: 5, Assignment updates: 0/3 completed 150/5500 words outstanding Showered using a new body wash It’s mango scented and it’s from Sephora Spent the day with F, kept my energy high and made her laugh Also managed to give boy advice without feeling triggered Ate a really good lunch and didn’t… Continue reading Posi Peach: Day 14
Happy new year!!!!!!! Feeling: unclean, Location: home, Cigarettes: 0, Assignment updates: 0/3 completed 150/5500 words outstanding I’m a bit bored of this, I wanted to be honest, but I know myself and I get bored very quickly. My challenge now is to stick at it. NYE was dead and I loved it Received some really… Continue reading Posi Peach: Day 13
[image description: photograph of the late George Michael appearing shirtless with his his right hand on his forehead with his left hand placed on his right wrist. He is facing the camera but looking down and wearing nothing but a cross shaped earring and ring on ring finger.] TW: death, sexuality, mental health I should… Continue reading On George Michael
Feeling: bloated and also fat, Location: home, Cigarettes: 11, Assignment updates: 0/3 completed 0/5500 words outstanding Woke up naturally Felt bothered by the windows and doors at home so made my own window cleaner, played music and CLEANED Opened all the curtains Wore new leggings which fit comfortably despite recent weight gain Wore new hoop… Continue reading Posi Peach: Day 5