TW: eating disorder
- I woke up really, embarrassingly late
- I didn’t eat or drink anything before leaving the house so I found myself desperate for food and ended up spending money I didn’t have
- I left my bed unmade and my window closed and upset myself with the musty feeling when I came home
- I under performed at work today and found myself getting so frustrated and also distracted
- I spent £35, when I only had £56 in my account, on food
- I ate far too much food and made myself throw up
- I ignored messages from my mum which means I missed the chance to see her while she was in town – we’re doing well and I don’t want to ruin things
- I contemplated skipping a shower today, but I did finally go around 12.30am
I’m so grumpy today? Like really moody and grumpy and shitty.
But I am about to start Twin Peaks and I have a hot chocolate ready, so here’s hoping shit’ll get better.